After reading through this forum, the fish eaters site, various others, and discussing them with my NO pastor, and my grandfather who I discovered is a trad in exile, you've got me converted.
It is the Holy Ghost who converts people to the faith.
Vatican II was ambiguous at best, and only was infallbile when repeating previously defined dogma.
Some good books to obtain:
Iota Unum, Romano Amerio, Professor (and V.II perito)
The Spiritual Life, Fr. Tanquerey
Priest, Where Is Thy Mass..., published by Angelus Press
Those books give you, respectively, a cultural overview of shifts and inconsistencies in the Church, a correct overview of Catholic spirituality, and an array of responses well-formed priests have made to the chaos.
Is there any way to change my user name?
You can just start a new one.